So, it's official. Someone up there has it in for me.
My car died on me about 13 days ago, so I had to buy a new one to replace it. This was followed by my new car being stolen two days ago.
Yet, in spite of all these things.. I find myself walking through the garden of Eden, so to speak. I've fallen in love with one of God's angels. Her name, though I feel unfit to say it, as I am but a lowly human, is Randa Yahia.
She is beautiful, in heart, mind, body, and soul. I would travel across the world.. the highest mountain, the deepest sea, the hottest desert.... I'm torn, however... as she is as beautiful and pure as an angel, she is just as unreachable... As a bird cannot be caged, no man can claim ownership of her. Calypso... My godess. My heart belongs to thee.

So, I've been cooped up, more or less, for two months, with no outside contact, except for my alcohol deliveries.
I'm beginning to question my sanity at this point, but then when I peek my head into the outside world, something bad happens, and it happens to me, so I retreat.
I'm lonely, but it's ok, I've grown to care less and less about the world each day.
Some would say I'm insane...but I have a good arguement ready for that one.
Anyways...ciao.

So, Calgary's interesting, It's a little different...Hell, it's ALOT different from Sundre, I like it. I love the people (usually), the weather (usually), the work (usually), and SLEEPING TILL NOON!

Such a beautiful name, for such a beautiful girl.
She's found her way into my heart and filled the cracks and holes that no one else could.
And it only took her 24 hours.
(8 if you take away the time I spent sleeping)
She amazes me in every way, and I love her dearly.
I'll hold her in my arms, her head on my chest so she can hear my heart beat.
Because it beats for her.
And I'll never let go.

Fighting back isn't just about yelling back at someone who yells at you or cracking someone's jaw when they black your eye. It's about fighting against the world, wether they see it or not. Standing up for what you want/believe against overwhelming odds, be it through that violence, or through quietly waiting. Planning, and hoping for something that you want soo badly that it's become a part of you.
I'm fighting back. For her.